Wow...things I put up with and more

This is me and my husband

My older two

 I love this man...He's crazy in a good way, very romantic, loves kids however he has children on his own which makes me step mommy...and he and I have one together and one on the way..yay!

She's gonna be rotten

                 like her daddy

My husband and I's lil girl 

She's gonna be one that is stubborn but she's very persistant..which is good..Julieyonnah is like that's my second daughter.. 

I guess my life is goin' pretty good besides havin' to deal w/CPS at this point...ugh..thanks to certain people we are in the predicament...this sucks very much, I don't have my babies, and if I do get them back my husband may have to move out of our lives...which is heartbreakin' and it's gonna be hard on the older two..Zebbie not so much because she don't understand.

I got a job now at McDonald's yay...hopefully that job works out...

well ttyl

tnt

Well my life is pretty good

This photo was taken before Charlie and I became engaged and married.

Charlie and Izabellah at Splash Zone in the "Lazy River."

My life is very good right now, besides a few things  happenin'..we have our home, our dogs "Peanutbutter." and "Qwilo."

Me and Zebriannah at Splash Zone in "Kiddie land."

Charlie and I always do things together, we love each other so much that we are inseperable.:-)

Recently Charlie and I got married recently

September 5 2013

Then we ended losing our children to CPS because a person we was hangin' around..updates later.

Ok, so what..

Ok so how about the baby daddy and are now together, Yes what opinions I think about are just opinions thoigh everyone is entitled to their own opinion, Now told him he was ugly but his personality made him cute...He does have a good heart but he also has a tempor...that would be the native american in him...plus other reasons which dont need mentioned..Yes I do love him and pretty sure he loves me, however he's makin' me wonder...anymore its like I don't know him or something, or maybe he showing his true stripes of being controlling..he's slowly pushing me and the girls away PERMINATELY we live in our own home me him, the girls and his sister...shes staying here for a few weeks then she'll be off to do what she has to do. However I do enjoy her company. I've been through this type of life before, so yea I know how to do deal with him easily...get to his mind...too easy.

Well well well...interesting...

 

Well, this is interesting....

           How about birth control don't work for me :-(

SHIT THIS SUCKS!!!  Well might as well take the bad w/the good...and wake up and smell the coffee....because it takes two to get this way...well I'm due to pop in two weeks...

For the record I'm very happy because I looked at the positive side...everything happens for a reason..me getting pregnant was a blessing and lesson learned...dont trust birth control...and don't party like I had...lol

In the end it's all good...I have a blessing on the way..A baby girl soon to show her beautiful face...Yes I know who her daddy is, not just a sperm donor like most men...but one who is willing to step up when most men...would deny it and run...the funny part...well the guy I was tryin' to impress in the blog below is the daddy.

He and I have became very good friends...and talkin' about becoming more than friends...He seems like a very sweet guy...ornry as fuck...and halariously funny...Hyper active like me...we have alot in common...Which is good...minus the five year age difference. :-) that's still good too. He has children of his own..and loves kids majorly...He knows how to keep children entertained....teaching them Kung Foo...lol...

My two girls absolutely love when he comes around...they always want him to give them piggy back rides..lol.

Our baby girl's name is gonna be Zebriannah Selena...She'll be here soon
 :-).

I gotta go get my daughter off the bus :)
tnt

 

Wow lots to talk about...

me in 2011

So much to talk about...

                      wow my life has change big time.

I'm not the same person you all used to know.

   I'm much more muture but also WILD..lol

No, I don't party...but when I do the parties

almost always turn from nice to naughty.. ;-)

I'm a bad bad girl...lol

Tryin impress a guy whose interested me....te he